God Dealt with my Pride.

This is during April 18-20; the Re-encounter and the following Sunday.

God dealt with my flesh, my pride. To be a servant, my heart needs to honor God. I needed to humble myself or I will be humbled by God. I didn't fully humble myself, and I got humbled this today. I was still thinking about myself, and I was going to ask Pastor Pam to pray that God will restore my vision, so I didn't have to wear glasses.

As I was praying, I heard the voice so clearly telling me to bow down. It took me awhile to bow down, but in the end I went on my knees. The voice then told me, that I am prideful. I was so ashamed, and I started weeping. I didn't even know if it was from God or my thoughts. I tried to repent to God, but more tears came out.

I could feel God dealing with my pride, as I was on my knees. I was overwhelmed by the Holy Spirit. I then remember, how Pastor Pam was really greived once, and all she could do was cry and said that the Holy Spirit was dealing with her. It hurted my pride, for a guy to cry in public. I had to let it out. He had to kill that pride. I'm glad that God didn't use Pastor Pam to declare it aloud in public. God kept it personal. God made me humble myself, in a soft way.